The Amnesiac Omega Who Reels Me In Every Day – Chapter 44
by Little PandaSuch a Huge Contrast
There Are Many Bad Women Outside
“I… I…” Faced with Jiang Youwan’s teasing words, Jiang Jinyi found herself at a loss for words, unable to mount a defense. She had never imagined, even in her wildest dreams, that she would differentiate into an Alpha.
What was an Alpha? A natural leader and dominator, possessing a powerful, commanding aura and absolute control—even in bed, they were the top1.
An Omega, on the other hand, was the exact opposite.
Suddenly transitioning from an Omega to an Alpha was simply too massive of a contrast. Jiang Jinyi could only stammer, completely unable to find the words to describe her current feelings.
An SSS-class Alpha…
She had never thought about it before, nor had she ever considered what was so great about being an Alpha. She was entirely accustomed to her life as an Omega…
The biggest difference between an Omega and an Alpha lay in…
She had become the top! And a top of an exceptionally high rank, an incredibly powerful top at that!
This sounded like something highly worth boasting about! But… But…
Seeing her dazed expression turn into a sudden, silly giggle, Jiang Youwan thought she looked silly yet adorable. She couldn’t help but lean forward and pinch her cheek. “What are you thinking about, my little Alpha crybaby?”
The term was truly adorable. When she was an Omega, she had simply been called a crybaby; adding “Alpha” to it now made it seem exponentially more endearing.
Jiang Jinyi’s features did not possess even a shred of aggressiveness. She was sweet, cute, and sexy, making it virtually impossible for anyone to associate her with the concept of an Alpha.
In that case, she was just too cute.
“Who’s a crybaby?” Displeased with how Jiang Youwan was describing her, Jiang Jinyi slapped her hand away and scolded, “Stop talking nonsense.”
The more embarrassed she got, the more Jiang Youwan wanted to tease her. “How is it nonsense? Yesterday, you cried so hard you soaked your jiejie’s clothes with your tears. And that other time you ran off—didn’t you cry then too? Mm, and then there’s…”
Jiang Jinyi abruptly clamped her hand over Jiang Youwan’s mouth, warning her with her eyes.
Jiang Youwan blinked innocently. Having her mouth covered like this seemed to bring her nothing but enjoyment. Jiang Jinyi glared at her in exasperation, thoroughly mortified. “Shut up!”
The doctor was still right there! How could Jiang Youwan act like this?!
Deliberately embarrassing her in front of an outsider—she was too wicked!
In her fury and grievance, Jiang Jinyi accused her, “You’re so annoying, Jiang Youwan! You love bullying me the most. You’re the only jiejie in the world who would act like this. You bad woman, you bad woman!”
Having been labeled a “bad woman” yet again, Jiang Youwan sighed helplessly. “Look at you, look at you. You look like you’re about to cry again. An Alpha who gets bullied into tears so easily by an Omega? People will laugh at you if word gets out.”
Suddenly realizing this, Jiang Jinyi instantly stopped whining. However, the gaze she directed at Jiang Youwan was still brimming with grievance. She did not look like an Alpha in the slightest.
An Eldest Miss Jiang who was this kind of Alpha would absolutely be laughed at if word got out.
Seeing how “pitifully” Jiang Jinyi was being bullied, and finding this sort of Alpha to indeed be a rare sight, the doctor at the side offered a warm smile. “It’s perfectly fine to have a soft personality. An SSS-class Alpha’s pheromones possess an incredibly powerful deterrence on their own. Besides, your scent is very pleasant—it is bound to be highly attractive to Omegas.”
Highly attractive to Omegas?
Hearing this, those words took on a different tone in Jiang Youwan’s ears. She murmured softly, “Is that so?”
The doctor was still unaware of their true identities and relationship. Since they both shared the surname Jiang, she assumed they were biological sisters. “Of course. Your meimei is bound to have incredible luck in love in the future. Who knows how many Omegas will actively throw themselves into her arms.”
Incredible luck in love? Omegas throwing themselves into her arms?
When Xiao Jin was still an Omega, she had kept her distance from Alphas and had never shown much interest in them. Because her rank had been so high, very few Alphas in China could ever hope to mark her, which had allowed Jiang Youwan to feel relatively at ease…
But now she had differentiated into an Alpha—a top-tier one at that. If there were Omegas out there—those truly bad women—who deliberately tried to seduce her and cling to her, would she be unable to resist the temptation?
That absolutely would not do.
Jiang Youwan slightly narrowed her long, slender eyes, flatly contradicting the doctor’s words as she spoke to Jiang Jinyi. “No, the doctor is wrong. Those Omegas who throw themselves at you are all bad women. Xiao Jin, you must stay far away from them.”
The doctor: “…?”
Jiang Youwan swept her gaze over to the doctor. Startled, the doctor quickly picked up on her meaning and hastily agreed. “Ah, yes, right. Your jiejie is absolutely correct. There are indeed many bad women among those Omegas who throw themselves at you. You must be cautious and listen to your jiejie’s advice.”
The lighthearted teasing had suddenly devolved into a lecture on how to conduct herself as an Alpha. Still immersed in her gloom and grievance, Jiang Jinyi did not immediately reply. But Jiang Youwan would not allow her to remain silent. “Hmm? Did you hear what Jiejie and the doctor said?”
With her cheeks puffed out slightly, Jiang Jinyi mumbled, “…Understood.”
Omegas who actively threw themselves at others on the outside were all bad people. She was not allowed to get close to them. If she wanted to find an Omega, she had to listen to her jiejie’s advice.
And yet, she had no desire to look for other Omegas in the first place.
She only wanted… Jiang Jinyi startled herself with her own train of thought, not daring to let her mind wander any further.
Jiang Jinyi’s physical condition was no longer in any serious danger, though she was still somewhat unstable and needed to remain hospitalized for a day of observation. The doctor applied a suppressant patch over her rear neck gland to prevent any uncontrolled leaks of pheromones, given her unfamiliarity with her new body, and to shield her from any adverse reactions to other people’s scents.
When Jiang Youwan asked what she wanted to eat, Jiang Jinyi replied that she craved cream puffs. Jiang Youwan dispatched someone to buy them. However, because the assistant who delivered them was a B-class Omega, Jiang Jinyi reacted with extreme aversion once they arrived, claiming the cream puffs carried someone else’s scent and refusing to take a single bite. On the surface, Jiang Youwan appeared helpless, but she was secretly thrilled. Following her differentiation, Jiang Jinyi could not bear even a trace of anyone else’s pheromones—except for her own.
A morbid fantasy bloomed in Jiang Youwan’s heart: How wonderful would it be if Xiao Jin could stay like this forever?
While Jiang Youwan went out to buy the cream puffs herself, Jiang Jinyi stayed behind in the hospital room, obediently playing on her phone. Yet she could not focus at all. Her thoughts drifted aimlessly, constantly conjuring up the scenes from yesterday at the parking lot and her stolen kiss from this morning. They flashed before her eyes, reminding her of the “good deeds” she had committed.
Everything was a mess. Jiang Jinyi realized that ever since the day Jiang Youwan told her she was not her biological sister, their behavior had completely overstepped the boundaries of sisterhood.
They shouldn’t be like this; Jiang Jinyi knew that. Yet even with that awareness and clarity, she felt utterly powerless to stop herself from sinking deeper.
She didn’t hate it. Instead, she found it exciting, accompanied by a forbidden thrill.
As these thoughts spun in her head, her heartbeat grew erratic and her face flushed. Having just differentiated, her pheromones were highly unstable and difficult to control, constantly threatening to spill over. Yet the suppressant patch blocked their escape, making her feel stifled and suffocated. Jiang Jinyi wanted to rip it off, but remembering the doctor’s warnings, she didn’t dare, forcing herself to endure it.
Jiang Youwan had only been gone for about ten minutes, yet Jiang Jinyi realized she had already begun to miss her. She missed her face, her gentle voice, and her pheromones.
The longer she waited, the more restless she became. Slipping off the bed, she paced back and forth near the door. She had no idea that her current behavior was the spitting image of a puppy waiting at home for its master.
Another five or six minutes passed before Jiang Youwan finally returned with the cream puffs.
Hearing the movement outside, Jiang Jinyi did not even wait for her to knock before flinging the door open. Meeting Jiang Jinyi’s pitiful eyes, Jiang Youwan’s heart melted completely. She stepped inside and quickly closed the door, sealing out even the faintest trace of external pheromones from affecting her.
Jiang Jinyi trailed right behind Jiang Youwan wherever she went, clingy to the extreme. Jiang Youwan placed her purchases on the table and turned around, only to see Jiang Jinyi standing incredibly close, her brow drooping as if she wanted to press herself directly against the back of Jiang Youwan’s neck.
Perhaps she truly wanted to, but lacked the courage.
Jiang Youwan felt a pang of heartache. She touched her cheek gently, asking with concern, “What’s wrong? Are you feeling unwell anywhere?”
Jiang Jinyi unconsciously rubbed her cheek against her palm, murmuring softly, “I missed you.”
Jiang Youwan raised an eyebrow, pinching her cheek with a smile. “Jiejie was only gone for less than half an hour, and you already missed me? Why so clingy? Usually, Omegas are the clingiest ones. How is it that Xiao Jin has become even clingier after differentiating into an Alpha?”
“Ah…” Jiang Jinyi lowered her eyes, lost in thought. She couldn’t even mount a defense. Normally, it was the Omega who clung to the Alpha, but in her case, it was the exact opposite. Alphas were supposed to be dominant, so why had she become the submissive one?
As expected, she wasn’t like an Alpha at all.
Wait… The prerequisite for an Omega to cling to an Alpha was liking them. How could she even draw such a comparison!
She didn’t harbor those kinds of feelings for Jiang Youwan, so she was just clinging to her sister. It had absolutely nothing to do with attributes.
But she had never been this clingy to Jiang Youwan before. Why was she growing more and more dependent on her?
But then again, what was wrong with depending on one’s own jiejie?
It was incredibly contradictory.
Seeing the dazed look in her eyes, Jiang Youwan applied a little more pressure as she pinched her, forbidding her from spacing out. “What are you thinking about?”
There was no way Jiang Jinyi would let her know she was dwelling on such chaotic thoughts; she was absolutely terrified of her finding out. Looking up into her face, she fabricated a lie on the spot without batting an eye. “I was wondering what flavor of cream puffs you bought me…”
Sensing she didn’t want to elaborate, Jiang Youwan didn’t press further. She offered her a doting smile. “Many different flavors.” Turning around, she showed them to her. She had brought a vast assortment—not just cream puffs, but also milk tea, fresh fruit, and various other desserts. They were all things Jiang Jinyi loved to eat.
Jiang Youwan pulled her down to sit, unwrapped the packaging, and personally fed her a cream puff. Jiang Jinyi thoroughly enjoyed being coddled by her jiejie, opening her mouth to take a bite. Jiang Youwan watched her, teasing, “What’s gotten into you, Xiao Jin? You refused to eat that other box of cream puffs just because someone else touched the packaging. But you’ll happily eat the ones your jiejie bought and hand-fed you. Are you treating your jiejie like your wife?”
Jiang Jinyi was still chewing on the puff, her cheeks puffed out like a pufferfish. Her eyes went wide with shock, looking incredibly adorable. Covering her mouth, she quickly swallowed the bite. “No way!”
How could a jiejie be treated like a wife? How could Jiang Youwan say such things!
Jiang Youwan cast a playful glance at her. “Xiao Jin, denying it so quickly… Are you feeling guilty?”
Without giving her a chance to speak, Jiang Youwan pressed on, her words piercing straight to the heart. “Why don’t you go ask around outside, Xiao Jin? Which meimei is as clingy to her jiejie as you are? You even kiss me, acting as if you’re clinging to a wife. Even real wives aren’t this dramatic.”
“In the future, with Jiejie staying by your side like this, I won’t have any care or love left to give to anyone else. No one will want to date me. Truly, my entire life is going to be bound to you, Xiao Jin…” Jiang Youwan sighed dramatically.
She had even brought up yesterday’s kiss, leaving Jiang Jinyi with absolutely zero room for rebuttal. Flustered and bashful, Jiang Jinyi decided to ignore her, only for Jiang Youwan to slowly drawl, “Look at that. The little bastard doesn’t even plan to take responsibility.”
There was a hint of deep resentment in her tone. Jiang Jinyi’s eyelids twitched, her heart racing wildly. “Y-y-you kissed me that night too! We’re even!” She deliberately and selectively ignored her stolen kiss from this morning. If they were to truly settle the score, she was actually the one who had taken more of an advantage of Jiang Youwan.
Jiang Youwan narrowed her eyes slightly, offering a flat “Oh.”
She said nothing more.
They both fell silent, slipping into a delicate and strange atmosphere. Jiang Jinyi was incredibly nervous, but she couldn’t read whether Jiang Youwan felt the same. She squeezed her own fingers, popped another cream puff into her mouth, and took the initiative to break the silence. “That bastard from yesterday… Does jiejie know who he is? He seemed to know me, and he really seemed to hate me…”
Jiang Youwan’s movements paused. Her expression stiffened for a split second before she swiftly masked it, explaining calmly, “He is from the Su family of Su Corporation. There were past conflicts between the Su family and our Jiang family, so it’s only natural that he recognized you. As for why he hates you… It’s probably because you ruined his plans, leaving him frustrated and enraged.”
“Oh…” So he was just another person who couldn’t stand her. Jiang Jinyi knew there were plenty of people who disliked her, so she didn’t dwell on it. She was far more concerned with his actions. “He’s so disgusting. I really had no idea there was such a thing as a pheromone disruption agent in this world.”
The doctor had mentioned that she had already shown signs of differentiating into an Alpha recently. It was supposed to happen gradually, but exposure to that substance had forced her to undergo the process prematurely.
Jiang Youwan reminded her, “Xiao Jin, you’ve always been protected so well that you don’t realize how many dangerous things exist in this world. It’s very perilous, so you must protect yourself.” She added a trace of her own selfish motives. “No matter where you go, you must report to your jiejie, alright?”
This was not the first time Jiang Youwan had spoken to Jiang Jinyi like this. On one hand, she genuinely wanted to shield her. On the other hand, it stemmed from her possessive nature—under the guise of concern, she was gradually allowing her controlling tendencies to leak out.
Upon hearing her words, Jiang Jinyi did not immediately agree as she usually did. Instead, she knit her brows and stared at her. Jiang Youwan’s heart tightened slightly. She was actually a bit afraid—afraid that her exposed desire for control would make Jiang Jinyi uncomfortable.
Would she feel uncomfortable? Please, no. If so, that would be truly terrible.
Xiao Jin should be enjoying it instead, Jiang Youwan thought.
Jiang Youwan narrowed her fox-like eyes, her thumb digging into her index finger. The longer Jiang Jinyi remained silent, the deeper her heart sank. She could not bear any coldness from Jiang Jinyi. Finally, Jiang Jinyi spoke.
“Jiang Youwan, did… Did people always bully you in the past?” Out of nowhere, Jiang Jinyi blurted out this question, leaving Jiang Youwan stunned. Jiang Jinyi continued to gaze at her. “Before Mom found you five years ago, did you have a very difficult life? Is that why you know so much and are so capable?”
Jiang Youwan pressed her lips together, remaining silent.
“Why must it always be you protecting me? I think… I can protect you too.” Jiang Jinyi inevitably lacked some confidence as she spoke, but she gathered her thoughts and declared in a sweet, firm voice, “What I mean is, it shouldn’t just be you protecting me. I can protect you as well. You have to need me too!”
Jiang Jinyi was always incredibly powerful. A single look from her could plunge Jiang Youwan’s mood into the depths, yet a single sentence from her could instantly pull it right back up. Staring at her, Jiang Youwan detected the genuine heartache she felt for her, causing her own heart to tremble with a trace of bittersweet emotion. She nodded and smiled. “My baby has grown so much more sensible~”
The way Jiang Youwan cooed “baby” carried a playful, teasing hook, gently hooking Jiang Jinyi’s heart. She averted her gaze. “D-don’t call me that!”
“Oh dear, our baby really blushes way too easily.”
“Being this shy, you’ll definitely get bullied if you go out. You are only truly safe by your jiejie’s side.”
“…”
Oh no. Jiang Jinyi felt the back of her neck hurt even more.
She seemed to understand why her gland was hurting, but she was far too embarrassed to say a word about it, choosing instead to quietly endure the pain.
The ache did not subside as night fell, growing stronger and stronger. She curled up on the sofa, drawing on her tablet, while Jiang Youwan worked on her laptop. Every now and then, Jiang Jinyi would steal a glance at her. She caught sight of Jiang Youwan’s profile, framed by silver-rimmed glasses—her high nose bridge, her elegant, mesmerizing jawline, and the slight furrow of her brow actually made her feel a bit weak in the knees. Jiang Jinyi found herself staring in a daze. The more she looked, the more she wanted to draw closer. But the more she resisted the urge to approach, the more agonizing the ache at the back of her neck became.
The doctor had assured her that pain in the back of the neck was normal and nothing to worry about. Initially, Jiang Jinyi found the discomfort barely tolerable. However, after ten o’clock in the evening, Jiang Youwan went into the bathroom to bathe. When she emerged, she was wearing nothing but a very short, V-neck nightgown.
Jiang Jinyi’s face flushed. She didn’t dare sneak a second glance. Yet her pheromones were far more honest and reckless than her mouth, and the back of her neck began to throb fiercely.
What had been a tolerable ache was now completely unbearable. Her eyes grew red, and tears were on the verge of falling.
Noticing her distress, Jiang Youwan sat on the edge of the bed and asked with worry, “What’s wrong?”
Jiang Jinyi whined aggrievedly, “I feel awful…”
Jiang Youwan knit her brows. “Where does it hurt?”
“The back of my neck…”
“Don’t be scared, let jiejie take a look.” Jiang Youwan parted the hair at the back of her neck, inspecting it for a moment. “This is normal, Xiao Jin. Try to bear with it for a bit.”
“I don’t want to bear with it,” Jiang Jinyi pleaded. “Jiejie, please do something…”
The purpose of the suppressant patch was to prevent pheromones from leaking wildly and to shield her from adverse reactions to others’ scents. Since there were no outsiders present, Jiang Youwan couldn’t bear to see her suffer. “Jiejie will peel it off for you.”
Jiang Jinyi looked up pitifully. “Is it really okay to peel it off? The doctor said I shouldn’t…”
Jiang Youwan doted on her. “If it’s making Xiao Jin uncomfortable, then it’s its fault. Why wouldn’t it be okay?”
The moment the suppressant patch was removed, a massive wave of hyacinth fragrance surged out, instantly filling the entire hospital room. Jiang Youwan couldn’t help but take a deep breath. It smelled incredible.
Now that she was an Alpha, Xiao Jin’s pheromones smelled even more intoxicating. The once sweet, delicate scent had taken on a hint of dominant, aggressive allure. It was more captivating, more to her liking, and drove her even wilder with obsession.
With her pheromones finally liberated, Jiang Jinyi felt a wave of relief. She unconsciously leaned back, sinking into Jiang Youwan’s embrace.
“Do you feel any better?” Jiang Youwan asked softly, caressing the crown of her head.
“It doesn’t hurt anymore, but… But…” Jiang Jinyi found it far too shameful to say aloud. She shut her mouth halfway through, her cheeks puffing out as she tried to endure the new sensation on her own.
It had transformed into an entirely different sensation.
How could she possibly suffer in silence? One had to remember that Jiang Jinyi was a pampered young lady who had been spoiled since childhood. Even a minor cold or scratch would have everyone hovering over her to comfort her. Her refusal to speak meant there was definitely something fishy going on.
Jiang Youwan tilted her head slightly, catching sight of her flushed earlobe. Sensing what was happening, she had no intention of letting her off the hook. Brushing her cheek against Jiang Jinyi’s ear, she coaxed gently, “What is it? You have to tell me so your jiejie can help you.”
Jiang Jinyi’s ear tingled from the contact. She bit her lip and stammered, “It’s… It’s just a bit uncomfortable. Like… Like how it felt in the parking lot yesterday.” Only it wasn’t quite as intense.
Like how it felt in the parking lot yesterday?
Jiang Youwan understood. She let out a soft chuckle. No wonder she hadn’t wanted to say it—she must be so embarrassed.
“Does that mean you want your jiejie’s pheromones?” Jiang Youwan feigned recollection as she spoke. “I remember yesterday when Xiao Jin was suffering, you kept nuzzling against my neck. You wanted my pheromones, didn’t you?”
“Do you remember? You were rubbing against me desperately like a little cat, wanting to leave your scent, wanting to keep your jiejie all to yourself?”
Jiang Youwan put extra emphasis on the words “leave your scent” and “keep your jiejie all to yourself.” Flustered by the provocation, Jiang Jinyi shook her head frantically.
Jiang Youwan knit her brows. “You don’t want your jiejie’s pheromones?” She truly was a master at willfully misinterpreting Jiang Jinyi’s intentions.
“No…” Jiang Jinyi denied.
“Do you want them or not?”
Jiang Jinyi knew that Jiang Youwan was an exceptionally vengeful woman. Not only did she hold grudges, but she also loved storing up embarrassing moments to tease her with later. Hmph, what a bad woman.
She doubted there was any woman in the world worse than Jiang Youwan.
Even though she knew she was doing it on purpose, Jiang Jinyi’s face still flushed a deep crimson from her teasing. “I… I don’t know…”
With her back turned, Jiang Jinyi couldn’t see what she was doing. She only knew that she was incredibly close. Then, her earlobe felt as if it were lightly taken into someone’s mouth—a fleeting, soft sensation—before Jiang Youwan spoke in a highly sultry, low, and doting voice, “Be good, Jiejie will give them to you.”
Jiang Jinyi lowered her eyes, her face burning. Why did Jiang Youwan have to use that tone? It made it sound like… like she absolutely had to have it.
Jiang Youwan began releasing her Omega pheromones, soothing the Alpha wrapped in her embrace. The compatibility of their pheromones was exceptionally high. They merged almost instantly, blanketing them both in a wave of mutual, profound comfort.
“It’s very late. Shall we sleep?” Jiang Youwan asked softly.
“…Mm.”
The hospital room had a companion bed and a sofa, but Jiang Youwan clearly had no intention of using them. Naturally, Jiang Jinyi wouldn’t dream of letting her sleep in such uncomfortable places either, nor did she want to herself…
Naturally, she and Jiang Youwan shared the same bed.
Sharing a bed once again felt entirely different from their previous times.
It was charged with a touch of tension, and her heart rate was much faster.
Yet her body remained weak. Soothed by the gentle pheromones, it wasn’t long before Jiang Jinyi drifted off to sleep.
Even in her dreams, she was enveloped in the scent of Jiang Youwan’s pheromones.
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