The Amnesiac Omega Who Reels Me In Every Day – Chapter 46
by Little PandaSeeming Freedom
Falling completely under her gentle control.
“I—I…” Faced with Jiang Youwan’s slightly teasing words, Jiang Jinyi was at a loss for how to counter. She herself had never expected that she would differentiate into an Alpha.
This was simply too hard to believe.
What was an Alpha? In this world, they were natural-born leaders and dominators—possessing powerful, domineering auras, holding absolute control, and taking the dominant role in sex, whereas an Omega was the exact opposite.
Jiang Jinyi had long since grown accustomed to being an Omega, and her personality itself was thoroughly Omega. She had never once imagined she would become an Alpha.
The contrast was simply too immense. Jiang Jinyi stammered, not knowing what words to use to describe her feelings at this moment.
An SSS-class Alpha…
So…
Looking on the bright side:
She had become the gong1! A very high-level, incredibly powerful gong!
That sounded like something highly worth showing off! But… but…
Why was she so lacking in confidence?
Why didn’t she have the courage to say this directly to Jiang Youwan?
It was as if she knew deep down that it was impossible for her.
Seeing her looking dazed and then suddenly grinning foolishly, Jiang Youwan thought she looked so silly. She couldn’t help but lean forward to pinch her cheek. “What are you thinking about, you little crybaby Alpha?”
The nickname was changed just like that. But a crybaby Alpha didn’t look like an Alpha at all.
Jiang Jinyi’s looks didn’t have the slightest hint of aggression. She was sweet, cute, and sexy, making it impossible for anyone to associate her with an Alpha.
Jiang Youwan began to fantasize. When Xiao Jin was being the gong, would she cry while doing it?
If so, that would be far too cute.
Jiang Youwan looked forward to that moment. Perhaps she would even have to thoughtfully wipe away her tears then. Well, what could she do? She was the jiejie, after all.
A jiejie was supposed to take care of her meimei, even at a time like that.
Jiang Youwan enjoyed being the one taking care of Jiang Jinyi; she took immense pleasure in it.
“Since when am I a crybaby?” Displeased that Jiang Youwan spoke of her like that, Jiang Jinyi slapped her hand away and scolded, “No nonsense!”
The more embarrassed she was, the more Jiang Youwan wanted to tease her. “How is it nonsense? Yesterday you cried so much that you got tears all over jiejie’s clothes. And the time you ran off on your own, didn’t you cry then too? Hm, and—”
Jiang Jinyi suddenly covered Jiang Youwan’s mouth.
Jiang Youwan blinked innocently, looking quite pleased even with her mouth covered. Jiang Jinyi glared at her in embarrassment. “Shut up!”
The doctor is still here, how can Jiang Youwan be like this!
Deliberately making her lose face in front of an outsider, she was simply too bad!
Since waking up from the car crash, Jiang Youwan seemed like a changed person. She especially loved to tease her, unlike before when she would only accommodate her.
Jiang Jinyi accused her in anger and grievance: “Jiang Youwan is so annoying! Jiang Youwan loves bullying me the most! You’re the only jiejie in the world who would do this! Bad woman, bad woman!”
Being called a bad woman again, Jiang Youwan felt a bit helpless. “Look at you, look at you, you’re about to cry again. An Alpha who is so easily teased to tears by an Omega will be laughed at if word gets out.”
Jiang Jinyi was startled and immediately stopped acting spoiled, though her gaze was still full of grievance. She didn’t look like an Alpha at all.
If word got out that Eldest Miss Jiang was this kind of Alpha, she would definitely be laughed at.
Seeing Jiang Jinyi being bullied so “pitifully” and finding such an Alpha indeed rare, the doctor nearby smiled and coaxed: “It’s fine to have a soft personality. An SSS-class Alpha’s pheromones carry a very powerful deterrent, and your pheromone scent is very pleasant; Omegas will really like it.”
Really liked by Omegas?
These words tasted a bit strange in Jiang Youwan’s ears. She said softly, “Is that so?”
The doctor didn’t know their identity or relationship yet. Since they both had the surname Jiang, she thought they were sisters. “Yes, your meimei is bound to have great romantic luck in the future. Who knows how many Omegas will actively throw themselves into her arms?”
Great romantic luck? Throwing themselves into her arms?
In the past, when Xiao Jin was an Omega, she kept her distance from Alphas and wasn’t very interested in them either. Because her level was high, not many Alphas in the country could mark her, so she could feel more at ease…
Now that she had differentiated into an Alpha, and a top-tier one at that, if some outside Omegas—those truly bad women—deliberately seduced and pestered her, would she be unable to resist the temptation?
That wouldn’t do.
Jiang Youwan narrowed her long, narrow eyes, refuting the doctor’s words as she said to Jiang Jinyi, “No, the doctor is wrong. The Omegas who throw themselves at you out there are all bad women. Xiao Jin must stay away from them.”
The doctor: “…?”
Jiang Youwan raised her eyes to look at the doctor. The doctor was stunned for a moment, then understood her meaning. “Yes, yes, your jiejie is right. There are many bad women among those Omegas who throw themselves at people out there. You still need to be cautious and listen to your jiejie’s advice.”
The original teasing had suddenly turned into an education on being an Alpha. Jiang Jinyi was still immersed in her depression and grievance, not replying immediately. Jiang Youwan wouldn’t allow her to not respond, asking, “Hm? Did you hear what jiejie and the doctor said?”
Jiang Jinyi’s cheeks puffed out slightly as she mumbled, “…I know.”
The Omegas who actively threw themselves at her out there were all bad women, so she shouldn’t get close to them. If she wanted to find an Omega, she had to listen to jiejie’s advice.
But she didn’t want to find another Omega either.
She only wanted…
Jiang Jinyi was startled by her own thoughts, not daring to think any further.
How could she…
Jiang Jinyi’s body was no longer in any serious danger, but she was still a bit unstable and had to be hospitalized for a day of observation. The doctor put a suppressant patch on the back of her neck to prevent her from being unable to control her pheromones since she wasn’t familiar with her body yet, and also to prevent her from having adverse reactions from being disturbed by other pheromones.
Jiang Youwan asked her what she wanted to eat, and Jiang Jinyi said she wanted cream puffs. Jiang Youwan had someone go out to buy them. Because the assistant was a B-class Omega, when they were delivered, Jiang Jinyi was extremely resistant. She said there was someone else’s smell on this puff and refused to eat it no matter what. While Jiang Youwan looked helpless on the surface, she was secretly delighted in her heart. After Jiang Jinyi’s differentiation, she couldn’t tolerate even a tiny bit of anyone else’s pheromones, except for hers.
Jiang Youwan had a morbid fantasy in her heart: it would be great if Xiao Jin could always be like this.
Always like this, always obedient, always cute…
Jiang Youwan went to buy the puffs, while Jiang Jinyi stayed in the ward by herself, playing with her phone. She couldn’t concentrate at all, her thoughts always drifting. The scenes from yesterday in the parking lot and this morning’s stolen kiss were always recalled, appearing before her eyes, reminding her of what she had done.
It was a mess, all a mess. Jiang Jinyi found that since the day Jiang Youwan told her they weren’t biological sisters, they seemed to have crossed the line.
They shouldn’t be like this, Jiang Jinyi knew, but she just felt that even if she knew and remained clear-headed, she couldn’t stop herself from sinking into it.
She had to admit, she didn’t dislike this feeling at all. Instead, she felt she was enjoying it.
As she thought about it, her heartbeat became unstable and her face flushed. She had just differentiated, and her pheromones were unstable and not very controlled, always wanting to leak out. But she was blocked by the suppressant patch, making her feel stifled. Jiang Jinyi wanted to tear it off, but thinking of the doctor’s instructions, she didn’t dare, so she could only endure it.
She didn’t know when she had become so obedient, actually learning to endure. Was it just because of a single instruction from Jiang Youwan?
Was it because Mother was gone, and she exceptionally relied on Jiang Youwan, so she… listened to her more?
Jiang Youwan had been gone for about ten minutes, and Jiang Jinyi found that she had already started to miss her—missing her face, her gentle voice, and her pheromones.
She wanted her to accompany her by her side. Even if they did nothing, it would be great, she just didn’t want her to leave.
She didn’t want her to go far; this made her anxious.
The longer it took, the more restless she became. She got off the hospital bed and paced by the door. She really didn’t know that her current appearance looked exactly like a puppy waiting for its master to return home.
She was about to couldn’t help but send a message or call Jiang Youwan, but… would she be laughed at by her as a “super clingy crybaby Alpha”?
She suspected that if she spoke now, she might even have a slight crying tone…
Too embarrassing.
Fortunately, after only about five or six minutes, Jiang Youwan came back carrying the bags. Hearing the movement, Jiang Jinyi opened the door before she could even knock. Meeting Jiang Jinyi’s pitiful eyes, Jiang Youwan’s heart softened in a big way. She hurriedly went in and closed the door, not letting a single bit of external pheromone disturb Jiang Jinyi.
“Did you miss jiejie?”
Jiang Jinyi didn’t answer, but wherever Jiang Youwan went, Jiang Jinyi followed, clingy to death. Jiang Youwan put the bought things on the table. As soon as she turned around, she saw Jiang Jinyi’s drooping brows and eyes. She stood extremely close to her, as if she wanted to press against the back of her neck.
Maybe she had this intention, but she didn’t dare.
Why didn’t she dare? For the sake of her pride as the young mistress?
Even so, Jiang Youwan felt a bit of heartache. She touched her cheek, asking, “What’s wrong? Is there anywhere uncomfortable?” She was the jiejie, so it was nothing to take the initiative to care for her. What’s more, she was the one who wanted to capture her.
Faced with Jiang Youwan’s initiative, Jiang Jinyi unconsciously rubbed her cheek against her hand, saying softly and sweetly, “I missed you.”
Jiang Youwan raised her eyebrows, pinching her cheek with a smile: “Jiejie has only been gone for less than half an hour and you already miss me? So clingy? It’s usually Omegas who are the most clingy. How come Xiao Jin has differentiated into an Alpha but is instead even more clingy?”
“Ah…” Jiang Jinyi lowered her eyes and thought, how could this be? She couldn’t refute it at all. Usually it was Omegas clinging to Alphas, but with her it was reversed. Alphas were always powerful, so how come she became weak with her?
As expected, she was not like an Alpha at all.
Wait… the premise of an Omega clinging to an Alpha was because they liked them, how could they be compared!
She didn’t have that kind of feeling for Jiang Youwan, so she was just clinging to her jiejie, completely unrelated to her attributes.
But she had never been so clingy to Jiang Youwan before. Why was she relying on Jiang Youwan more and more?
But what was wrong with relying on her own jiejie?
Super contradictory.
Seeing her dazed eyes, Jiang Youwan used a bit of force when pinching her, not letting her lose focus in front of her. “What are you thinking about?”
Jiang Jinyi certainly wouldn’t tell her that she was actually thinking about these messy things, terrified that she would find out. She raised her eyes to look at her face, lying without a script: “Thinking about what flavor of puffs you brought me…”
Seeing that she didn’t really want to say, Jiang Youwan didn’t pursue it, smiling at her dotingly: “Many flavors.” She turned around to show her. She had brought a lot, not just puffs, but also milk tea, fruit, and some other desserts, all of which were things Jiang Jinyi loved to eat.
Jiang Youwan pulled her to sit down, opened the packaging, and personally fed her a puff. Jiang Jinyi enjoyed this service from her jiejie, opening her mouth to eat it. Jiang Youwan looked at her, unable to help but tease: “What’s with Xiao Jin? You wouldn’t eat that box of puffs just because someone else touched the packaging, but you’ll eat the ones jiejie bought and fed you. Are you treating jiejie as your wife?”
Jiang Jinyi was chewing the puff, her cheeks like a pufferfish. Her eyes widened in shock, looking especially cute. She covered her mouth and quickly swallowed the puff. “No way!”
How could jiejie be treated as a wife? How could Jiang Youwan say such words!
Jiang Youwan gave her a playful glare. “Xiao Jin is so anxious to deny it, are you feeling guilty?”
Without giving her a chance to speak, Jiang Youwan spoke relentlessly, hitting every sore spot: “Go ask around out there, Xiao Jin. Which meimei is as clingy to her jiejie as you are, and even kisses her, like clinging to a wife? Even wives aren’t this exaggerated.”
Even yesterday’s kiss was brought up, completely leaving Jiang Jinyi no room to argue. Jiang Jinyi was extremely embarrassed and didn’t want to pay attention to her. As a result, Jiang Youwan said slowly, “Look, the little bastard still doesn’t plan on taking responsibility.”
Her words carried a trace of resentment. Jiang Jinyi’s eyelids jumped, her heart beating wildly. “Y-y-you… didn’t you also kiss me that night? We’re even!” She directly and selectively ignored this morning’s stolen kiss. If they really calculated clearly, she was still the one who had taken more advantage of Jiang Youwan.
Jiang Youwan narrowed her eyes slightly, letting out a calm “Oh.”
She didn’t say anything else.
Both fell silent, falling into a subtle and strange atmosphere. Jiang Jinyi was nervous, but she couldn’t see if Jiang Youwan was nervous. She squeezed her own fingers, put another puff into her mouth, and took the lead to break the silence. “Who was that bastard yesterday, does jiejie know? He seemed to know me, and he seemed to hate me quite a bit…”
Jiang Youwan’s movements paused, her expression stiffening slightly, but it was quickly hidden by her as she explained calmly: “He is from the Su family of the Su Corporation. The Su family and our Jiang family used to have some conflicts, so it’s inevitable that he knows you. As for hating you… it should be because you ruined his good deeds, and he flew into a rage.”
“Oh…” So it was another person who couldn’t stand her. Jiang Jinyi knew there were many people who disliked her, so she didn’t care too much, paying more attention to his behavior. “He is so disgusting. I really didn’t expect there to be such a thing as a pheromone disruption agent in this world.”
The doctor said she already had a tendency to differentiate into an Alpha recently. It should have been a gradual process, but influenced by that thing, it directly caused an early differentiation.
Jiang Youwan reminded her: “Xiao Jin has always been protected too well, not knowing that there are still many dangerous things in this world. It’s very dangerous, so you must protect yourself well.” Jiang Youwan brought a bit of her own selfishness: “Wherever you go, you must report to jiejie, understand?”
This wasn’t the first time Jiang Youwan said these words to Jiang Jinyi. On one hand, she indeed wanted to protect Jiang Jinyi well; on the other hand, she had the selfishness of her own possessiveness, using the name of concern to slowly leak her desire for control.
After listening to Jiang Youwan’s words, Jiang Jinyi didn’t immediately agree like before, but instead frowned and looked at her. Jiang Youwan’s heart tightened slightly. She was actually a bit afraid, afraid that the desire for control she leaked would make Jiang Jinyi feel uncomfortable.
Jiang Youwan narrowed her fox-like eyes slightly, her thumb pinching her index finger. The longer Jiang Jinyi was quiet, the deeper her heart sank. She couldn’t bear Jiang Jinyi’s coldness. Finally, Jiang Jinyi spoke.
“Jiang Youwan, did… did you always get bullied by people in the past?”
Jiang Youwan was stunned.
Jiang Jinyi looked at her and continued: “Five years ago, before you were found by Mother, did you live a very difficult life back then to understand so much and be so capable?”
Jiang Youwan pursed her lips slightly and didn’t say a word.
She waited for Jiang Jinyi. What would Jiang Jinyi say?
“Why do you always have to protect me? I feel that I… I can also protect you.” When Jiang Jinyi said this, she inevitably lacked some confidence. She organized her language for a moment, her voice sweet and firm: “That is, what I mean is not only do you protect me, I can also protect you. You must also need me too!”
Jiang Jinyi was always very capable. A single expression could make Jiang Youwan’s mood low, and a single sentence could pull her low mood back. Looking at her, seeing the heartache for her revealed in her eyes, Jiang Youwan’s heart also trembled. She felt a touch of sourness. She nodded and smiled, “Our baby has become more sensible~”
This word “baby”, with Jiang Youwan’s ending tone sounding like a hook, gently hooked Jiang Jinyi’s heart. She turned her eyes away, “D-don’t call me that!”
“We’re doomed, our baby really blushes so easily.”
“…”
“Isn’t it normal for a jiejie to call her meimei baby? Xiao Jin has to get used to it.”
We’re doomed, Jiang Jinyi felt the back of her neck hurt even more.
Jiang Jinyi seemed to know why the back of her neck hurt, especially embarrassed to speak of it, so she kept enduring it.
This pain didn’t stop even by evening, instead becoming more and more intense. She curled up on the sofa to draw with her tablet, while Jiang Youwan used her laptop to work. From time to time, Jiang Jinyi would raise her eyes to look at her, seeing her profile wearing silver-rimmed glasses, her high nose bridge, and her smooth, charming jawline. The slight frown actually gave people a feeling of weak knees. Jiang Jinyi was always in a daze. The more she looked, the more she wanted to get closer. She endured not getting closer, and the back of her neck would hurt more and more.
The doctor had said the pain in the back of her neck was normal and not to worry. Originally, Jiang Jinyi could bear it, but after ten o’clock at night, Jiang Youwan went into the bathroom to shower. When she came out of the shower, she only wore a nightgown.
“Xiao Jin, it’s very late, stop drawing for now…” Jiang Youwan looked at her, speaking while wiping her hair.
With just one look, Jiang Jinyi’s face flushed completely red, not daring to take a second look. The pheromone reaction was more honest and reckless than her mouth, the back of her neck hurting terribly.
She thought with a bit of complaint, why is Jiang Youwan getting more and more…
She pursed her lips, her brow furrowed into a ball.
It was tolerable originally, but this time it hurt too much. Her eyes turned red, tears about to flow.
Jiang Youwan noticed her abnormality. She sat by the bed and asked worriedly, “What’s wrong?”
Jiang Jinyi said aggrievedly, “Uncomfortable…”
Jiang Youwan frowned, “Where is it uncomfortable?”
“The back of my neck…”
“Don’t be afraid, jiejie will look.” Jiang Youwan parted the hair on the back of her neck, revealing her pale, smooth neck, seeing the redness and swelling under the suppressant patch.
Jiang Youwan lowered her eyes, her fingers brushing onto the suppressant patch, gently rubbing a few times around it to relieve the pain.
“It seems a bit red and swollen. Is it very uncomfortable?”
“Is it still uncomfortable?”
It took Jiang Jinyi a long while before she said at a loss, “It seems… it seems even more uncomfortable…”
Of course it would be more uncomfortable, Jiang Youwan thought.
The discomfort was because her pheromones were out of control and had no outlet, so it would indeed hurt.
For someone as afraid of pain as Jiang Jinyi, it was indeed torture.
The purpose of putting this on was to prevent pheromones from leaking out randomly and to prevent her from smelling others’ pheromones and having adverse reactions. Now that there was no one else, Jiang Youwan couldn’t bear her being so uncomfortable. “Jiejie will peel it off for you.”
“Peeling it off to let it breathe well won’t hurt anymore.”
Jiang Jinyi looked pitiful, “Can it be peeled off? The doctor said it can’t be peeled off…”
Jiang Youwan indulged her: “It’s the patch’s fault that Xiao Jin is uncomfortable. Why can’t we peel it off?”
Peeling off the suppressant patch, a large wave of hyacinth fragrance eagerly surged out, filling the entire VIP ward in an instant. Jiang Youwan couldn’t help but take a deep breath, her eyes becoming a bit dazed.
So fragrant, how could it be so fragrant?
After differentiating into an Alpha, Xiao Jin’s pheromones smelled even better. They had changed from her previous delicate softness to become stronger and a bit more aggressive, more charming, more to her liking, and made her more obsessed.
With her pheromones released, Jiang Jinyi felt much more comfortable. Her whole body unconsciously leaned back, leaning into Jiang Youwan’s arms. Jiang Jinyi’s body stiffened for a moment, but she still leaned against her.
“Do you feel better?” Jiang Youwan stroked the top of her head, asking softly.
“It doesn’t hurt anymore, but… but…” Jiang Jinyi was extremely embarrassed to say it, stopping halfway and closing her mouth, her cheeks slightly puffed, enduring it herself.
It had turned into another kind of feeling.
How could she endure it herself? You must know that Jiang Jinyi was a spoiled young mistress raised since childhood. If she had a cold, fever, or got hurt anywhere, she was always coddled, protected, and comforted by everyone. If she didn’t say anything, there was definitely something fishy going on.
Jiang Youwan tilted her head slightly and could see her red earlobes. She noticed something but didn’t intend to let her go. Her cheek rubbed against her ear, coaxing: “What’s wrong? Say it so jiejie can help you.”
Jiang Jinyi’s ear felt numb from her rubbing. She bit her lip and stammered, “Just… just a bit uncomfortable, like… like the feeling in the parking lot yesterday.” But it wasn’t as strong.
Like the feeling in the parking lot yesterday? Jiang Youwan understood, letting out a soft chuckle. No wonder she was unwilling to say it; she must be very embarrassed.
“Then do you want jiejie’s pheromones?” Jiang Youwan spoke with a reminiscing look, “I remember that when Xiao Jin was uncomfortable yesterday, she kept wanting to smell my scent. You just wanted pheromones, right?”
Jiang Jinyi knew that Jiang Youwan was a highly vengeful woman. Not only did she hold grudges, but she also liked to remember her embarrassing things and use them to tease her. Hmph, bad woman.
She thought there was no woman in the world worse than Jiang Youwan.
Not that kind of bad, but that kind of bad.
The kind of bad that made one’s face flush even more.
Even though she knew she loved to do this, Jiang Jinyi’s face inevitably flushed completely red. “I… I don’t know…”
Jiang Jinyi had her back to her and couldn’t see what she was doing, only knowing that she was leaning very close to her. Jiang Youwan said dotingly with a very sexy nasal tone, “Be good, jiejie will give them to you.”
With a flushed face, Jiang Jinyi lowered her eyes, neither agreeing nor disagreeing.
Jiang Youwan began to release her Omega pheromones to soothe the Alpha held in her arms. The compatibility of the two pheromones was extremely high, quickly fusing together. It smelled highly seductive, as if with the slightest slip of attention, one would be dragged into a vortex, completely lost.
For a little Alpha whose self-control wasn’t very strong, it was simply lethal.
“It’s late, shall we sleep?” Jiang Youwan asked softly.
“…Mhm,” Jiang Jinyi replied in an exceptionally soft voice.
There was a companion bed and a sofa in the ward, but obviously Jiang Youwan didn’t plan to sleep on them. Naturally, Jiang Jinyi couldn’t let her sleep in such an uncomfortable place either, nor did she want…
Naturally, she and Jiang Youwan slept in the same bed.
Sharing a bed once again, the feeling was vastly different from the previous times. There was a bit more nervousness, and her heartbeat was much faster.
But her body was still very weak, and comforted by the pheromones, Jiang Jinyi fell asleep before long.
…
In the middle of the night, at some point the two of them had held each other. While the two pheromones drifted in the air, Jiang Youwan suddenly woke up.
She was woken by an unusual sensation. Opening her eyes, her chest ached faintly, her breathing was a bit labored, and it felt much heavier and tighter than usual.
Jiang Youwan’s gaze stilled. She…
The tips of her ears flushed red. Jiang Youwan lowered her eyes to look at the person sleeping peacefully on the bed.
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