On the Wedding Night, I Transmigrated to After the Divorce – Chapter 64
by Little PandaSo Vivid, So Captivating.
Exhausted and Blissful
Yu Yan realized what she was doing. Her body stiffened, and she didn’t even dare to breathe. But Fu Yunqing’s body was incredibly hot—so burning that it felt as if it would melt Yu Yan. The sounds humming from her throat rose and fell, occasionally slipping out as soft, gentle cries.
Those cries were weak, as if they melted into the scorching air the moment they crossed her lips. Suppressed by her, they dissolved back into low, muffled groans.
Yu Yan’s mind was in utter disarray. She felt as though she were being slowly simmered. The other woman’s short, ragged breaths brushed against the back of her neck, sending waves of numbness rippling through her entire body. A thin layer of fine sweat broke out over her neck and arms, rubbing against Yu Yan and making her feel sticky as well.
Yet it smelled wonderful. The woman’s rich, fragrant sweat filled the entire room. Yu Yan’s heart beat faster and faster, her breathing growing heavier as her head spun in a daze. Meanwhile, the body behind her trembled slightly from time to time, appearing increasingly pained and fragile, like a drowning person desperate for salvation. Yu Yan wanted so badly, so very badly, to turn around and see her face…
She really wanted to…
After a bout of violent shuddering, the tense body wrapping around her from behind suddenly went limp. Amidst the damp chaos, she collapsed onto Yu Yan, utterly exhausted yet seemingly filled with bliss, panting for a long time before she could catch her breath.
…
The next morning, Yu Yan opened her eyes to an empty bedroom. Glancing at the clock on the wall, she saw it was already eleven o’clock.
She closed her eyes again, lazing in bed with her face covered, unwilling to get up. But sleep eluded her. Her mind was crammed with those flushing, heart-pounding memories from last night. She felt like a duck being roasted on a spit, flipped over every now and then, her face turning red all over again with each turn.
If she hadn’t suddenly thought that Fu Yunqing might have sent her a message, she felt she could have stayed in bed all day.
Fu Yunqing had indeed sent her messages.
As early as over an hour ago.
Yet even replying a simple “Is baby awake?” made her stumble, hesitate, and grow incredibly nervous.
Getting shy over being called “baby”—having played the field for so many years, when had Yu Yan ever been this pathetic?
But there was nothing she could do…
In all her life, this was the first time she had ever experienced something like this.
How could Fu Yunqing do that? How could she hold her and do that kind of thing? How could she…?
Yu Yan covered her face, feeling so ashamed that she almost wanted to cry.
Fu Yunqing was normally so elegant and reserved; who could’ve ever imagined she could be so…
She knew it was only human nature.
But Fu Yunqing was truly…
She was so vivid, so captivating. For the first time, she had shown Yu Yan a woman’s damp, passionate, self-abandoning side. At the same time, it brought Yu Yan an unbearable, taboo sensation—much like that cabinet full of handcuffs and whips. It terrified her. She was so afraid of sinking, of drowning in that pitch-black, unknown abyss of desire.
Perhaps seeing the “typing…” indicator, Fu Yunqing sent another message before Yu Yan even replied: 【Honey has been let out to eat, otherwise she’ll starve. Once you’re awake, go downstairs to eat. You’re not allowed to be lazy and skip meals. I left a card for you; there’s no limit.】
She left her a card…
Both of them clearly remembered the night Fu Yunqing dragged her out of the bar. In her fury, Fu Yunqing had thrown a card in her face, snarling, “Isn’t it just money that you want?” Even though it was done out of anger, it was still humiliating. Fu Yunqing cared deeply about this and feared Yu Yan would hold a grudge or overthink it, so she added another paragraph:
【I lost control a bit that night. I apologize. Will you forgive me? The money on the card belongs to our household—it’s our joint property. You can do whatever you want and buy whatever you like, just like before, and jiejie will be very happy.】
Jiejie will be very happy?
With a blushing face, Yu Yan thought: Does Fu Yunqing already know she can easily play me like a fiddle just by calling herself jiejie?
Yu Yan rolled over and sat up. Sure enough, a black card was resting on the nightstand.
Clasping the card in her hand, Yu Yan didn’t even know how to reply for a moment, left utterly flustered by last night’s events.
The “typing…” indicator flickered at the top of the chat window for a bit before Fu Yunqing sent: 【Why aren’t you replying to me?】
Yu Yan quickly offered an excuse: 【I’m thinking about how to spend all this money.】
Fu Yunqing: 【You can spend it however you want.】
Yu Yan continued to send random messages: 【I’m going to splurge!】
Fu Yunqing replied: 【You can have Dan Lin go with you.】
Yu Yan was far from calm. She sent another: 【I want to charter a yacht for afternoon tea!】
Just as Fu Yunqing was about to reply, another message from Yu Yan popped up: 【I want to go skiing in Hokkaido!】
Yu Yan: 【I want to go spend the summer in Thailand!】
Yu Yan: 【I want to go to Africa to see the great migration!】
Yu Yan: 【I want to go to Iceland to see the Northern Lights!】
Yu Yan: 【I want to spend Christmas in Finland!】
Fu Yunqing’s fingers paused over the screen, waiting for her to finish.
Yu Yan: 【Now that I have money, I can’t stay in Yuncheng even one bit. I want to go out and play so badly.】
Fu Yunqing smiled and replied seriously: 【Okay~ Winter break is coming up in a little while, and I’ll go with you to all of them. Later, I’ll have Assistant Liang make a plan and send it to you.】
Wow, she was clearly just acting crazy and talking nonsense, yet Fu Yunqing took every word seriously? The feeling of being treated with such care was really nice.
But… winter break?
Yu Yan suddenly remembered that she was already planning her escape.
She had already asked Lu Yu to look for a house. Once Lu Yu chose a house she liked and finished moving, she would slip away and reclaim her freedom. How could she possibly go on a trip with her?
Skip, skip this part. We can’t talk about this anymore. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
Yu Yan changed the subject: 【Did Fu-jiejie go to class?】
Fu Yunqing: 【I’m at the old residence helping Grandmother host guests. We’re having dinner together tonight, so I might get home a bit late.】
Yu Yan, naturally, was the picture of understanding: 【Mmh~ Okay.】
Coming home late? What a perfect opportunity to escape. Too bad she hadn’t found a new house yet.
The “typing…” indicator blinked at the top for quite a while before Fu Yunqing finally sent a 【Pats head】 sticker. It was one that Yu Yan had sent to her many times before.
After typing for so long, she’d only sent a stolen sticker.
Fu Yunqing: 【Have you gone downstairs for breakfast yet?】
Yu Yan: 【Not yet.】
Yu Yan: 【I want to lie down for a bit.】
Fu Yunqing: 【Just for a tiny bit.】
She added: 【You can’t stay in bed until noon.】
Fu Yunqing really knew her so well, knowing she always stayed in bed until noon before getting up to eat.
Yu Yan: 【Is Fu-jiejie next to Grandmother right now?】
Fu Yunqing: 【Mmhmm.】
“…” Fu Yunqing deliberately using such cute particles was really hard to handle. Yu Yan automatically conjured her voice and expression in her mind, which led her right back to last night.
Just as she was about to flush hot all over again, consumed by burning desire, Fu Yunqing pulled her back.
Fu Yunqing: 【Do you want to say hello to Grandmother?】
Say hello to Grandmother?
Yu Yan did want to greet the old lady, but the moment she thought about the disasters her mother, Yu Lan, had caused, she felt a pang of guilt inside. She knew Grandmother must have been very good to her in the past, yet her family’s scams had made her sick and hospitalized. She was afraid Grandmother would be disappointed in her and hate her.
Fu Yunqing, of course, knew exactly what was on her mind.
【I was just talking about you with Grandmother.】 To pique her curiosity, she deliberately added: 【Really, just a moment ago.】
Yu Yan quickly asked: 【What did you say?】
Fu Yunqing: 【Grandmother asked me how I’ve been lately and if I’m happy. I said I’m very happy.】
And then? Yu Yan waited anxiously.
Fu Yunqing: 【Grandmother said she hadn’t seen me this happy in a whole year and asked if something good had happened. I kept her in suspense and wouldn’t tell her, but she guessed it herself. She said, ‘Is Yanyan back?’】
Really? Was Grandmother that sharp? Whenever Fu Yunqing was happy, she could guess that Yanyan was back.
Fu Yunqing: 【I said yes, that we’d had a fight before but have made up now, and that she won’t leave again. Grandmother smiled so happily. She asked when I’d bring Yanyan back to see her, saying she hasn’t seen her in so long and really misses her.】
Fu Yunqing was coaxing her like a child. Yu Yan couldn’t tell at all if these words were genuine or just sweet talk, so she pressed for confirmation very seriously: 【Are you just teasing me?】【knocking head.jpg】
Fu Yunqing denied it: 【I’m not.】
Yu Yan: 【Swear it!】
After a moment, Fu Yunqing sent an 【I swear】 sticker.
Yu Yan, whose brow had been tightly knit, burst into a snicker. What a dorky sticker. She couldn’t believe Fu Yunqing used something like that—it must’ve been automatically suggested by her keyboard. It didn’t compare to her own meticulously curated collection at all.
But a moment later, Yu Yan’s smile faded. Fu Yunqing messaged: 【Really. Grandmother said she’s eighty-two this year, and she doesn’t know how many more years she has left. She doesn’t know if she’ll ever have another chance to see Yanyan in this lifetime.】
Yu Yan froze, her nose tingling as a wave of emotion hit her.
Fu Yunqing: 【Send a voice message to Grandmother to say hello, so she’ll believe you’re really back and rest easy, okay?】
Yu Yan couldn’t refuse: 【Mmh.】
She rolled over and sat up, putting on a bright smile. Pressing down on the voice record button, she spoke in a sweet, cheerful tone: “Hello, Grandmother! It’s Yanyan. I’m at home right now. Fu-jiejie said she’ll bring me to see you next time. Make sure to take care of your health, okay? I miss you so much too!” Releasing her finger, the message went off with a whoosh.
Yu Yan waited anxiously. About two minutes later, Fu Yunqing sent a voice message back. Yu Yan tapped it nervously, and Grandmother’s warm, gentle voice filled the room: “Yanyan, Grandmother’s waiting for you.”
Though it was only a few seconds long, Yu Yan listened to it over and over again. The corners of her mouth curved up, refusing to stay down, and she was practically moved to tears. This was wonderful. Grandmother really didn’t hate her.
Feeling both grateful and moved, she was just about to say something more to Grandmother when Fu Yunqing messaged: 【Your ‘little while’ is up. Go eat breakfast, quick.】
She threatened: 【Otherwise, I’ll tell Grandmother that Yanyan never eats breakfast properly at home and is going to ruin her stomach.】
“…!”
How devious!
After clearing her plate, Yu Yan took a photo and sent it to Fu Yunqing just to show off. Fu Yunqing praised her, saying she was so good. Yu Yan really couldn’t stand how she was treated like a child, because she realized she was starting to instinctively send more photos and messages, subtly or overtly begging for her praise. Seeing her reply with “so good” felt amazing.
I’m doomed, Yu Yan thought.
Wasn’t “so good” a way for a master to praise a dog?
Why did she get a kick out of those words?
Could it be that even with amnesia, certain commands were still engraved in her DNA, making her react subconsciously?
She truly couldn’t bear to imagine what kind of state she’d been trained into before. To rid her mind of these unhealthy psychological suggestions, Yu Yan needed a distraction. After careful consideration, she decided she had to meet up with Lu Yu today to plot their escape strategy.
At sunset, Lu Yu stepped out of her office building, her brow furrowing against the damp, biting southern wind. Scanning her surroundings, she saw the window of a black Cullinan roll down by the curb and quickly walked over.
A tall woman dressed in a black suit and white gloves got out of the car to open the door for her. It was far too high-end. Feeling entirely out of place, Lu Yu mumbled a couple of thank-yous and slipped inside.
She was immediately taken aback by Yu Yan’s overwhelming aura of wealth.
A fur coat, as soft and smooth as silk, was draped over her shoulders. Underneath, she wore a strapless, form-fitting dress that exposed her soft, glowing shoulders. A glittering gemstone necklace hung around her snow-white neck, and her earrings were bling-bling. A crocodile Birkin bag was casually tossed by her feet. With her legs crossed, she was happily touching up her makeup in the mirror, not even sparing Lu Yu a glance as she told the driver, “Let’s go.”
“…”
She truly looked every bit the spoiled Young Miss Yu of the past.
“Should we strike it rich, let’s not forget one another”1—Yu Yan had once promised Lu Yu that when she made her comeback, she’d buy her a Rolls-Royce. But now that she was planning to run away, she’d have to fulfill that promise when she stumbled into her next fortune. For now, she’d treat her to a lavish meal instead.
She took Lu Yu to the most expensive French restaurant in all of Yuncheng.
Lu Yu had never been particularly fussy about food and rarely visited such high-end establishments. Still, there was a reason high-end restaurants were considered high-end. Sitting by the window, they could see the city’s nightscape as well as the ocean. Lu Yu pulled out her phone and took a couple of photos, quite pleased with the view.
Opposite her, Yu Yan was leisurely and confidently placing their order.
Now that she had an endless supply of money again, her mood had completely brightened and her entire aura had shifted. Young Miss Yu was indeed far more at ease, content, and happy in a luxurious, high-end environment.
Knowing exactly what Lu Yu liked to eat most at French restaurants, Yu Yan didn’t even hand her the menu. After rattling off the last dish’s name to the waiter, she smiled. “Thank you~”
“Have you really thought this through? You’re actually going to run?”
Fu Yunqing’s bodyguard had been in the car earlier, making it impossible to speak freely. Lu Yu had held her tongue until now.
“Yeah, I’ve thought it through.”
Lu Yu understood that Yu Yan might not have very deep feelings for Fu Yunqing, but she found it hard to believe her friend could easily throw away a life of luxury again. “Can you really bear to leave this kind of life behind?”
“Being reluctant to leave it is one thing.”
Yu Yan said with utmost seriousness, “But I really can’t be in a relationship. I need my freedom. I can’t stand revolving around one person all day. You know me—I’ve been like this since I was born. It’s in my blood. If I only love one person, I’ll wither, decay, and lose all my spark.”
Lu Yu: “…”
“And another thing.” Yu Yan paused.
“What?”
Yu Yan lowered her voice, sounding highly mysterious. “I discovered a massive secret of hers.”
Lu Yu blinked, suddenly unsure if she should even ask. “What secret?”
“Well, it’s not strictly just her secret. It’s more like a secret between the two of us.”
Yu Yan glanced around the room. Once she was certain no one was nearby, she beckoned to her. Lu Yu leaned in close and heard her whisper, “Fu Yunqing is a sadist2.”
A sadist? What was that? It took Lu Yu quite a while to process what that meant.
Well… she certainly didn’t look the part.
She found it a bit hard to believe. “How do you know?”
This kind of question was incredibly embarrassing. Yu Yan sheepishly detailed her discoveries, prompting Lu Yu to eye her skeptically. “You talk all day about wanting to be a woman’s dog. You’re so wild and unpredictable, who knows what you’d do? Are you sure you weren’t the one who bought all those things?”
“How is that possible!” Yu Yan instantly denied it. “I’m just all talk3! There’s no way I’m actually an M. I was trained to be an M by her, slap by slap, you know? That’s why I’m terrified of her now. I’m afraid that one day, when her lust gets the better of her, she’ll show her true colors. I’m a normal person now—getting slapped and whipped by her is going to be absolutely terrifying, okay?”
Lu Yu: “…”
The waiter arrived with their food. Lu Yu had no interest in discussing th-th-this kind of thing in broad daylight, so she quickly cut her off. “Stop talking nonsense.”
“Wait until she actually whips you, then we’ll talk.”
Yu Yan thought: What use would it be to talk then? By then, I’d already be completely under Fu Yunqing’s control, trapped in a pathological downward spiral of decadence, transformed into a little dog addicted to slaps, unable to climb my way back out.
So she had to get away as soon as possible.
But not today.
For today, she might as well enjoy this life of opulence, armed with the card her Fu-jiejie had given her.
After dinner, Yu Yan sent Dan Lin a message saying she and Lu Yu were going to stroll along the beach and told her to head back first.
After walking for an hour, she felt tired and wanted a place to rest. Discovering that Director An had a new movie premiering today, Yu Yan’s interest was piqued, and she suggested they go see it.
Director An was not only a fantastic actress but also a highly talented director. The movie was excellent; save for the very beginning, Yu Yan watched so intently that she barely glanced at her phone. When the lights came up, she still wanted more. As she stood up and walked out while discussing the plot with Lu Yu, she subconsciously pulled out her phone to check the time. Upon seeing a screen covered in red notification dots, she froze right where she stood.
Noticing Yu Yan hadn’t kept up, Lu Yu turned back. “Why’d you stop?”
Yu Yan: “…”
Heavens. Yu Yan frantically scrolled through her phone: six missed calls from Fu Yunqing and countless unread WeChat messages. The sheer sight of them made her heart pound with dread—
20:01 Fu Yunqing: 【Aren’t you home yet? Are you out having fun?】
20:12 Fu Yunqing: 【Around what time will you be back?】
20:47 Fu Yunqing: 【Video call canceled】
21:10 Fu Yunqing: 【Where did you go?】
21:10 Fu Yunqing: 【Why didn’t you let Dan Lin accompany you?】
21:10 Fu Yunqing: 【Why aren’t you answering your phone?】
21:13 Fu Yunqing: 【Video call canceled】
Footnotes
- The phrase 'gǒu fù guì, wù xiāng wàng' is a famous quote from Chen Sheng, a rebel leader of the late Qin dynasty, meaning that those who rise to wealth should not forget their companions from humbler times.
- The term 'dǒu àisī' is modern Chinese phonetic internet slang for the letter 'S' (sadist) in S&M/BDSM, representing a dominant partner.
- 'Zuǐpào' (mouth cannon) is modern Chinese slang for someone who is all talk and no action, often boasting or speaking boldly without backing it up.
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