On the Wedding Night, I Transmigrated to After the Divorce – Chapter 63
by Little PandaScorpion Woman Fu Yunqing
Such Vicious Methods
Yu Yan felt Fu Yunqing was acting a bit strange.
She seemed to have something she wanted to say to her. Several times, the words hovered on the tip of her tongue, only for her to hold them back in the end.
Yu Yan was in the exact same state, with countless questions she wanted to ask, yet she simply couldn’t bring herself to open her mouth.
Granted, she had always spoken without a filter, feared no taboos, and was incredibly brash and shameless—but that sort of thing was truly too embarrassing. More than that, she didn’t dare ask.
Yu Yan was genuinely terrified. She never expected her suspicions to be true. Fu Yunqing really was an ultra-unrivaled bad woman; her gentle, kind demeanor was nothing but a facade, while her true nature was whipping people. What a terrifying scorpion woman! Yu Yan had never believed she possessed any M1 tendencies. Claiming she wanted to be a woman’s dog was nothing more than her talking big. What on earth had she gone through while being with Fu Yunqing to turn out like that? She must have been trained using inhumane methods. Yu Yan had heard that this kind of thing always involved giving a slap and then a sweet date2. So, how many slaps had Fu Yunqing dealt her in the past to make her end up like that?
It was too scary, too scary…
Yu Yan could no longer look her in the eye. She wanted to escape so badly!
And yet, having said that…
Kissing her really did feel incredibly good.
Sitting with Fu Yunqing in the living room pretending to watch a movie, she was terrified of the woman, yet she couldn’t help but steal glances at her from time to time. Having been peeked at too many times, Fu Yunqing eventually cast a questioning glance back. Seeing the faint trace of a smile lurking in those eyes, Yu Yan felt like she had been read like an open book once again.
In fact, she had been completely seen through.
Fu Yunqing seemed to be an exceptionally tolerant, guiding lover. She could say the words Yu Yan was too embarrassed to utter, and do the things Yu Yan was too shy to do. When she took the initiative to ask if Yu Yan wanted a kiss, the reply lodged itself in Yu Yan’s throat, unable to escape. But Fu Yunqing knew her answer. Rather than stringing her along, she gave her everything she wanted, cradling her cheeks and kissing her several times.
Every kiss was tender and lingering, reducing the movie on the screen to mere background noise. Plunging headlong into the sensation, Yu Yan felt a profound wave of guilt. This woman really knows how to seduce people, she thought.
This woman was truly incredibly good at playing pretend.
Was this how she had been in the past? First, she would use gentleness to entice her, driving her wild with infatuation, and then, step by step, she would expose her true nature, training her into an obedient puppy who willingly listened to her every word.
What vicious methods…
Yu Yan pulled back from her embrace, her face flushed as she panted. I have to run away as soon as possible, she thought.
She absolutely could not let herself be trained by her again.
To make matters worse, the weather was not on her side. The forecast had predicted a thunderstorm tonight. At ten o’clock, just as they finished the movie and she was preparing to escape back to her room, a streak of lightning tore through the sky. A second later, a deafening crack of thunder followed close behind, shaking Yu Yan to her very core.
Fortunately, Fu Yunqing was still sitting beside her. She drew her into her arms, whispering soothing words in her ear.
Aching with worry for her frightened baby, Fu Yunqing coaxed her gently, “The weather forecast says it’s going to rain all night. If you’re scared, how about I go keep you company?”
No way.
Absolutely not.
She couldn’t share a room with her anymore.
Yu Yan didn’t agree.
Infuriatingly, however, Fu Yunqing took her hesitation as silent, fear-induced consent. She followed her upstairs and, just before Yu Yan went into the bathroom to wash up, told her, “Don’t be afraid. I’ll be right out here watching over you. Honey is here too.”
She was actually using the kitten as an excuse.
It was truly unbearable.
In a huff, Yu Yan entered the bathroom and shed her clothes. The hot water spraying over her skin felt exceptionally comfortable. The steady patter of the shower muffled the intermittent rumbles of thunder outside. Fu Yunqing had said she would wait right outside the door, and Yu Yan knew she was a woman of her word. She had to be waiting for her, her mind filled with thoughts of her. She really was incredibly patient—but the more patient a woman was, the better she knew how to bide her time before using any means necessary to get what she wanted.
Yu Yan was a coward. Terrified of her, she dragged her feet, reluctant to step out, and ended up washing for a long time without realizing it.
It was only when Fu Yunqing knocked on the door, telling her she shouldn’t stay inside the bathroom for too long, that she stopped.
Yu Yan hastily offered a quick response and shut off the showerhead.
As she emerged from the steam-filled bathroom, the woman and the cat were waiting right outside the door.
Seeing water dripping from her long hair, Fu Yunqing took the towel resting on Yu Yan’s head and gently began to rub it dry.
“Come, let’s dry your hair.”
Yu Yan sat on the chair in front of the vanity. Fu Yunqing stood behind her, switching on the warm air to meticulously dry her hair. The steady hum of the blow dryer acted just like the patter of water in the bathroom, softening the flashes of lightning and rolls of thunder outside, all while Fu Yunqing remained steadfastly by her side.
It took quite a while to get her hair completely dry, but the woman’s patience seemed bottomless.
The thunder outside continued to roll.
“Do you want to sleep now?”
“Or do you want to play with Honey for a bit? Or look at your phone?” Putting the blow dryer away, Fu Yunqing knew it wasn’t yet her mandated bedtime. Understanding Yu Yan’s childlike nature, she would naturally indulge her to play a little longer.
Instead, Yu Yan mumbled, “I’m going to sleep.”
“Oh?” Fu Yunqing was slightly surprised, but she acquiesced. “Alright.”
Yu Yan slid under the duvet. Fu Yunqing remained seated at the head of the bed, gently tucking her in and smoothing her messy, long hair before asking if she wanted to hear a bedtime story.
“Shall we continue 《The Painted Veil》? Or switch to another book?” She seemed entirely respectful of her wishes.
Yu Yan thought about it. “I want to hear a fairy tale.”
“A fairy tale… We don’t seem to have any fairy tale books at home. Should I search for one on the e-reader?”
“Mmh,” Yu Yan hummed. “Just make one up on the spot.”
“Make one up?” Fu Yunqing pondered for a brief moment. “Well, alright then.”
“Then close your eyes.”
Obediently, Yu Yan closed her eyes. Fu Yunqing was truly a teacher; she was exceptionally good at storytelling.
“Once upon a time, there was a little kitten who got separated from her family when she was very, very small.”
Oh, how pitiful…
“It was the dead of winter. Huddled in a pile of trash, she was completely covered in dark soot, so dirty that no one noticed her.”
“Her tummy was so empty, and she missed her mother terribly. She cried until her voice went hoarse and her strength was entirely spent, but her mother never came back to find her.”
Yu Yan opened her eyes.
Worry was written plain across her brow, her gaze practically pleading for Fu Yunqing to hurry up and continue the story.
“She felt like she couldn’t hold on much longer. Right before she fainted, she started to hallucinate, seeing herself being picked up and cradled in a woman’s arms. As her body began to warm up, she fell comfortably asleep, thinking she was on her way to heaven.”
“To her surprise, when she woke up fully rested, she was lying on a soft blanket. A new mommy was right in front of her, feeding her delicious weaning paste she had never tasted before.”
“She ate happily, purring and meowing with delight.”
“Before her new mommy left, she told her that once she got well, Mommy would take her home, and that there was a jiejie at home who was also eagerly looking forward to her arrival.”
“She waited and waited. Finally, under the doctor’s meticulous care, she made a full recovery, turning into a lively little kid. She was packaged like a gift and presented to her jiejie on her birthday. Her jiejie was so happy she cried, and she gave her a name: Honey.”
“From then on, Honey grew up surrounded by love, becoming a sturdy, clever adult cat who loved her jiejie and Mommy the most.”
Hearing this made Yu Yan’s chest ache with tenderness. “Honey was actually a rescue…”
“Mmh. She was so tiny when I found her.”
“Thank goodness she was rescued.”
“That day by the roadside, the driver heard a cat crying and spotted her. It reminded me of how someone had said her greatest wish was to have a cat, and I really wanted to make that wish come true for her.”
Yu Yan was deeply moved, her eyes stinging with tears.
“Alright, the story is over. Close your eyes and go to sleep. Shall I turn off the light?”
The weather forecast said the thunderstorm would last until the latter half of the night. Was Fu Yunqing going to stay here and watch over her like this until the rain stopped?
Yu Yan couldn’t bear it.
She was lying comfortably in bed, yet she was letting the other woman tire herself out keeping watch by her side.
Ever since she was a child, Yu Yan had always been incredibly soft-hearted toward women. She couldn’t stand seeing one work so hard and exhaust herself for her sake.
So, in a moment of soft-heartedness and on a sudden impulse, she softly suggested that they sleep together tonight. Fu Yunqing replied that she needed to take a shower first and entered the bathroom. But the moment the door shut, Yu Yan began to regret it.
With the water pattering inside the bathroom, Yu Yan tossed and turned on the bed, curled up in a ball. She remembered the last time they had slept together and how she had been secretly kissed. It was precisely because of that stolen kiss that her curiosity had been piqued, leading her to helplessly kiss the woman back. What if Fu Yunqing did something else to her tonight, and she couldn’t resist her curiosity again?
I absolutely can’t cuddle with her tonight, she thought. Even if we share a bed, I have to keep my distance. Otherwise, if this keeps up, I’m really going to fall into her trap and suffer that inhumane training all over again.
When Fu Yunqing came out of the shower, this was the sight that greeted her—the girl was curled up at the very edge of the bed, clutching her duvet tightly, while a black cat lay nestled in her arms, looking as if she were about to be squeezed right off the mattress.
On such a wide bed, why had she squeezed herself all the way over there? Still, this kind of bizarre behavior was a regular occurrence for Yu Yan. For instance, “You didn’t kiss me today, I feel like you don’t love me enough,” or “You were so slow to reply to my messages today”—any of these could serve as her justification.
What was going through that head of hers now?
Today, she…
Fu Yunqing walked over to the side of the bed. Feeling her approach, the person under the duvet shifted, scooting a fraction closer to the edge.
Naturally, Fu Yunqing noticed her subtle movement.
She was indeed avoiding her.
She had been the one to ask her to sleep together, so why was she dodging her now that she was out of the shower?
Was she shy?
Fu Yunqing sat on the bed and pulled back the covers. Feeling her slide in, the girl scooted toward the edge once more.
The cat let out a meow; she really was about to fall off.
Helpless, Fu Yunqing turned onto her side to look at her. After a long moment, she leaned down, propping herself up on the pillow as she gathered the girl into her arms from behind. “What’s wrong?”
A warm, sweet fragrance enveloped Yu Yan. The woman’s soft, smooth arm rested around her waist, while her other hand gently stroked Yu Yan’s head as she looked up at her. Yu Yan shrank back slightly, clutching the duvet tighter.
“Why are you angry? Won’t you tell me?” The woman’s tone was soft and full of indulgence, leaving absolutely no room for one to imagine her ever striking someone with a whip.
Yu Yan wasn’t angry at all.
Yu Yan was just scared.
Scared of being slapped, scared of being whipped, and scared of her using all those adult toys on her.
Scared that she would be trained into a submissive again.
“Hmm?” Seeing her remain silent, and entirely unaware of what was running through her head, Fu Yunqing prompted her again.
Fu Yunqing was sitting partially propped up, positioned very close to her. When Yu Yan rolled over, her face pressed directly against the woman’s stomach.
Yu Yan’s face grew hot. She looked up to find Fu Yunqing gazing down at her with deep, hooded eyes. After staring at each other for a moment, Yu Yan swallowed and said, entirely of her own volition, “I want a kiss.”
The corners of Fu Yunqing’s lips curled up. “Mmh.”
“Can you help me move my hair out of the way?” she asked, exceedingly politely.
Yu Yan raised her hand to tuck the loose strands of her long hair behind her ears. As Fu Yunqing leaned down, Yu Yan kept holding her hair back to keep it from falling forward, which made it look as if she were draping her arms around the woman’s neck as she was pressed against the bed.
Fu Yunqing leaned closer and kissed the corner of her lips. Yu Yan’s long eyelashes fluttered. Soon, she felt the woman’s warm lips fully envelop her own.
Unable to help herself, Yu Yan parted her lips to suckle at her mouth. Fu Yunqing responded tenderly, returning the kiss. Back and forth they went, until it was impossible to tell who had slipped their tongue out first, the kiss gradually deepening into a lingering, passionate embrace.
She was unwilling to let the woman hold her to sleep, yet she couldn’t refuse kissing her.
What if she tempts me into doing S&M3 later, and I can’t say no to that either? This kind of thing is just like boiling a frog in warm water4, Yu Yan thought dizzily during a brief break for air.
As the kiss came to an end, Yu Yan forced herself to stop. Stepping back, she said, “I’m going to sleep.”
“Alright.” Fu Yunqing lay down. Yu Yan rolled over, turning her back to her. Fu Yunqing also lay on her side, her eyes softly lowered as her gaze rested on the back of Yu Yan’s neck. Gently resting her chin against Yu Yan’s shoulder, she lightly wrapped her arm around her waist.
She was holding her almost like she was acting spoiled.
Yu Yan only had to lean back ever so slightly to press flush against her.
She clearly didn’t want this. She didn’t want to be held by her, didn’t want to go on being beguiled by her, and yet… it felt so secure, and so… Yu Yan couldn’t quite describe the sensation. It was as if her mind resisted, but her body was entirely under the woman’s control, her limbs bound as though she were unable to break free from the embrace. A deep, sizzling warmth spread through her lower abdomen, bringing an indescribable discomfort. It was so warm beneath the covers, warm to the point of turning hot. Though she clearly wanted to flee, she couldn’t help but press backward, pressing tight against the woman’s burning body as she squeezed her legs together.
She wanted even more.
She felt a bit restless.
But she didn’t know what to do. She didn’t dare say a word, enduring it on her own. Gradually, after a long time, her consciousness began to drift amid this searing heat.
In a half-awake, half-dreaming state, she was pulled back to consciousness by the sound of low, ragged panting and a blistering temperature.
She opened her eyes with a start, met by absolute darkness. She was being held tightly by a scorching-hot body, her back pressed against two soft mounds. Fu Yunqing’s chin was resting on her shoulder, her face pressed flush against her neck, breathing in rapid, shallow gasps.
“Yanyan…” she panted, calling her pet name, her breath scalding.
“Baby… Yanyan…”
“Mmh…”
Fu Yunqing pulled her even tighter, rubbing against her. Unable to bear it, she pressed her forehead against Yu Yan’s shoulder, a series of broken, muffled groans spilling from her throat—groans that were sensual, vulnerable, and completely unlike anything Yu Yan had ever heard or could have ever associated with her.
Footnotes
- 'Dǒu àimù' is modern Chinese phonetic internet slang for the letter 'M' (masochist or submissive) in S&M/BDSM.
- 'Gěi yī bāzhǎng zài gěi yī kē tiánzǎo' is a colloquial expression meaning to alternate harsh punishment with sweet rewards, similar to the 'carrot and stick' approach.
- 'Àisī àimù' is the phonetic Chinese loan translation for S&M (Sadomasochism).
- 'Wēn shuǐ zhǔ qīngwā' (boiling a frog in warm water) is a common metaphor for a gradual, imperceptible process of acclimating to a hazardous situation until it is too late.
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