You Love Me This Much, Huh?
《A Moment of Happiness》 had not yet aired but already possessed extremely high popularity, and the tag for the first live broadcast even more so rapidly topped the hot search list, the farce of the selection meeting becoming a topic of great interest for the public.
After the conflict occurred on-site, the production team urgently cut off the live broadcast, and many netizens were frustrated that they could not see the follow-up.
Fortunately, some villagers keenly sensed the traffic code1, and continuously updated online——
The scumbag was beaten and sent to the town hospital on the spot, his lower body2 completely ruined; when he was discharged from the hospital, many 「righteous passersby」 specially rushed over to throw a body’s worth of rotten eggs at him, angrily denouncing him in the street, fiercely trampling the face he cared about most underfoot; to protect its reputation, the village rapidly disassociated itself from him, he was displaced and lived outside, was scorned by people and could not find a job; he was ravaged by a madman on the street, his body and mind suffered great torment, and in the end, he died gloomy and unhappy……
This was what came later.
Besides the public’s heated discussion caused by the cheating, domestic-abusing man himself, the segment of Qi Song stopping the scumbag from hitting Zhou Zhou was also cut into a video and circulated, setting off a wave of enthusiasm.
【The way Qi Song easily subdued the scumbag on the table and said with a cold face 「You scared my cub」 made my legs go weak, I’m directly calling her Wife!!】
【The person in front has a small perspective, I’m directly calling her Mama3, who wouldn’t want to be protected under the wings of such a beautiful and fearless mom】
【Calling her Mama is still a bit too progressive, right (my meaning is, Taotao is my dear older sister)】
From this, the 「Soft-Rice A」 label on Qi Song also temporarily became 「A Righteous A Who, Although She Eats Her Wife’s Soft Rice, Protects Her Cub and Can Still Fight」.
Amidst the heated online discussion, the production team decisively changed the itinerary, booked a star-rated hotel for the guests in the city, and arranged for everyone to leave the village.
Zhou Zhou followed Yu Luo’s family into the car to leave, and checked into the separate room Yu Luo had booked for her at the hotel.
After coaxing Taotao to sleep, Yu Luo and Qi Song knocked on Zhou Zhou’s door.
“You’ve come.” Zhou Zhou invited the two to sit on the sofa, her expression somewhat tense.
Yu Luo said in a warm voice: “You said just now that you had something you wanted to chat with us about, feel free to speak your mind.”
Zhou Zhou was silent for a moment, took a few deep breaths, then spoke with difficulty: “That matter, I have already made a decision.”
Yu Luo looked at her, as if sensing something: “You’re thinking……?”
Zhou Zhou said, one word at a time: “I am going to abort the child.”
She bit her lip, and summoned her courage to finish speaking:
“I thought it over all night, and believe this is the most responsible decision for myself, and for the child. My family is unwilling to accept me, I currently have no job, savings, or house, and what’s more, I have been detached from society for over a year. Whether it is work or life, I need time to catch up again.”
“If I blindly give birth to the child, I will neither be able to comprehensively take good care of myself and her, nor be able to give her a carefree life, let alone a complete family. Even worse, she will also suffer the cold stares of people around her because of her father’s scandal.”
“I……” she choked up for a moment, yet her gaze was very firm, “I cannot be that selfish, to rashly give life to a child destined to have an unhappy childhood, based solely on my own reluctance to part with it.”
Yu Luo gazed at Zhou Zhou, and for a moment did not speak.
She lightly pressed her lips together, her fingers on the sofa quietly curled, and then tightly gripped the corner of her own clothes, so forcefully that her fingertips turned white.
Seeing Yu Luo was silent, Zhou Zhou said a little uneasily: “Teacher Yu, do you feel that this is……”
Yu Luo seemed to be trapped in a memory, her gaze unfocused, only after a moment did she slowly say: “Zhou Zhou, I know a woman who had a similar experience to yours, she also faced the same choice at the time.”
Zhou Zhou was taken aback, “Then she at the time——”
“She couldn’t bear to abort it.”
Yu Luo’s eyelashes drooped slightly, “But I have thought countless times, if only she had chosen to abort it, it would have been better. In that case, she would have had a completely different, bright and happy life.”
Zhou Zhou asked cautiously: “Did she and the child not live well later on?”
Yu Luo smiled at her, but Zhou Zhou felt that Yu Luo was not smiling in her heart. That smile was like a regretful default admission.
“That child is me.” Yu Luo added lightly.
This sentence was like a clap of thunder on a clear day, blasting Qi Song’s mind into a momentary blank.
Her heart constricted abruptly, a dense pain spreading out.
Yu Luo’s temperament and bearing were noble and elegant, looking as if she was born into a family with deep heritage, and grew up in a life of love and freedom from want.
Who could have thought, that the life Zhou Zhou, after deep consideration, could not bear to give to the child in her belly, was actually a portrayal of Yu Luo’s past?
Qi Song turned her head to look at the woman’s jade-like side profile.
Her expression was still as light as wind and gentle as clouds, as if she was narrating a matter unrelated to herself. However, the fingertips tightly gripping the corner of her clothes exposed her uncalm heart.
That place where her fingertips turned white, seemed to contain a dense loneliness. Forbearing, and sorrowful.
An unbearable sourness rippled in her heart, and Qi Song suddenly had a very, very strong impulse——
She really wanted to hug Yu Luo.
She wanted to use this simple, primitive, and yet most ardent way, to make all those emotions related to loneliness completely withdraw from Yu Luo’s entire person.
This impulse was powerful and savage, irresistibly and rapidly overriding all of her hesitation, taking control of her body.
To the extent that——
They had just returned to their own room, and closed the door. Yu Luo was speaking to her as if nothing was wrong: “Zhou Zhou has become more mature, that year she……”
The words were cut off at her lips, her waist was suddenly pulled over by a pair of hands, and then her entire person fell into a warm, soft, and tight embrace.
Yu Luo was somewhat stunned, and then gradually came back to her senses.
The bit of negative emotion surging in her heart was completely swept away by Qi Song’s sudden action, the corners of her lips slowly hooked up, she tilted her head, pecked Qi Song on the ear tip, and couldn’t help but laugh:
“You love me this much, huh?”
After they met again, this person had clearly always shown an appearance of having sealed her heart and locked away her love.
However, last night, when she said with tears that she wanted a hug, Qi Song had unhesitatingly held her tightly.
Just now, seeing her feeling upset, without even needing her to ask for it herself, Qi Song had already been unable to resist proactively coming over to give it——
It was always like this. Whether before they were in love, when they were in love, or now after breaking up.
Her heart aching for her seemed to be an instinct that even Qi Song herself could not resist.
And at this moment, with the hug as the greatest evidence of the crime, Qi Song should have confessed without reservation, and sincerely repented for the crime of her mouth not matching her heart.
Unexpectedly, she was impervious to reason, while holding the person without letting go, she could still be stubborn, saying in a muffled voice: “What love or not love.”
“Oh?” Yu Luo blinked lightly, waiting with no lack of anticipation for her to give a new statement of self-defense.
Qi Song finally was willing to slowly release her, was silent for a moment, and said seriously: “My susceptible period is coming soon, I will have some similar impulses.”
“……”
Yu Luo was silent.
Truly without any innovation, this excuse of the susceptible period could actually be used a second time.
“In that case.”
Yu Luo raised her gaze to meet hers, putting on an equally upright expression, “Besides hugging me, will you have other impulses as you approach your susceptible period?”
She guided her patiently, inducing this unrepentant sinner to give rise to more evil thoughts.
“For example, wanting to kiss me?”
She observed the arc of Qi Song’s eyelashes quietly trembling, and continued: “Wanting to bite me?”
A bewitching, teasing smile appeared in the woman’s eyes, “Or, wanting to do it with me——mmph.”
The last word was pressed into her palm by Qi Song.
Her breathing rose and fell, she covered Yu Luo’s lips, her brows furrowed.
In the unspeakable heat in her heart, she looked at the bit of slyness in the woman’s eyes, the vivid and hooking smile, and suddenly felt that this originally blank sheet of paper that was herself, was gradually being stained with some ink marks——
All of it brandished by Yu Luo.
The author has something to say:
This current period is actually especially rare and precious——it is equivalent to the same sheet of paper being white twice, and each time being willfully dyed with Yu Luo’s own colors. (To put it in a more common way, a little puppy was pure and innocent twice, and each time was taught step-by-step by her jiejie to become a wolf dog, cough cough cough)
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